So I have moved. I started a new job. I took off a few days for some spring break action. Here are my random confessions from the past few weeks:
The last time I shut the door to my house I cried like a baby.
I got over it when they handed me the check the next day.
I realized how much I loved my home and how much I am glad I am done with it.
I am basically homeless and am enjoying it.
I feel completely over my head in my new job. But am looking forward to the to do list and checking it off.
I got to hold a 2 day old baby for hours and loved it.
I got to see my sweet friend Torie (who just had a 2 day old baby).
After I left Tories I pondered my single, almost homeless, no children of my own life. And was a little sad. But grateful for this time God has me in.
I found myself trying to orchestrate circumstances last week that I had no business orchestrating. ( I need to leave my love life to the LORD and keep my hands off because I am TERRIBLE at it)
I have seen God's word alive in my daily life but have a definite scripture deficit in my world. (I need more of God's word)
I love my friends and wish they could be closer- or at least in the same space all at the same time. And I wonder how selfish it is that Jesus could go ahead and come back so we could be in heaven BUT there are tons of people who still need to hear the message of Christ.
I have seen kindness and grace in others and see how it is lacking in my life.
I am grateful to see and learn new lessons daily.
I am grateful I am HIS.
random confessions done. Hope your monday was good.