So how is 2009 working for you? We successfully made it to February. Inauguration, bye Bush, Hello Obama. Stimulus bill finally passed. It was cold for a little while, now it is warmer and we are already wishing for Spring. How are those resolutions? Honestly, I don’t really make them. For those of you who do, I wonder if you remember them? Just curious. Just wanted to know because once January is gone it seems we don’t talk about our resolutions much, even in joking.
I feel like I am fast forwarding my life again. Already thinking about May. Already trying to figure out where I will be, what I will be doing, if my house will be mine still, what job will I be doing…. I mean it is already April in my head because I did my taxes already and got some money back, right?
Enter my big mouth meeting my prayer partner’s brain. I explain how I am trying to figure out the formula to knowing how God works. You know- “If I just do _____, then I know God will think I am ready to have this________.” Knowing I am SO off base. Knowing it DOESN’T work that way, but confessing outloud what I think my head has been doing lately. And she simply said “just quit. Just quit doing it and relax.” End of conversation, but I am still processing how to make that happen. Simply trust. Simply rest. Simply let HIM tell me when a decision needs to be made. And to stop “What if, Then this….”
I am glad God is a BIG God. He loves me. Pursues Me. Redeemed. Forgiven. Sung Over.
Renew your mind daily…..spend time with Him, In His word, talking to Him...
It’s like “Happy New Year”
everyday. Good times. 2009 is
working good for me today and I think it probably will tomorrow too. Because God is there too. And Oh yea.. He is in control too.
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